F e n n i e

2012-03-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

Everything would just link to you.

Numbers.

Why?

2012-03-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

I wish I could see you.

2012-03-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

I hope they can just let me off..

2012-03-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Nu uh, not gonna happen.

2012-03-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

I guess you'll have to lose some things to gain happiness.

It wasn't a great ride anyway.

I just hope nothing goes wrong on D day.

Because I really want it to happen!

Aieeee!

2012-03-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

This blog lacks photos, lazy me. C'mon c'mon!

2012-03-04T14:54:00.000+08:00

Learn and grow, I hope this shall be the last.

2012-03-04T14:45:00.002+08:00

Taiwan knows how to do justice for FOOD! ^_______________________________^

2012-03-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

Peering through every hole you can find.

No where's safe.

Snipers everywhere..

Escaped convict.

Good or bad- end the game to find out.

I'm no saint.

2012-02-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

It's pretty awesome to wear stockings on days like 10 degrees.

Tiring.

I should stop my daydreams and focus on what's in front of me.
But somehow, my decison just made me feel worse.

Should I even check it tomorrow?
Endless torture.

2012-02-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

Give me the biggest smile from your heart when our eyes meet.

See you when I see you.

2012-02-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

It's the past that keeps me going, reminding me of how should I perceive the world as it is, beautifully, philosophically.

2012-02-24T23:50:00.001+08:00

Funny I see repeated names and numbers everyday.

2012-02-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Why do I have so many posts within a few minutes..?

I have too many things going on in my head.

Every single day.

Hahaha.

2012-02-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

I hope you'll miss me. : )

Oh god I'm like some typical teenage girl.

2012-02-24T23:19:00.001+08:00

Parenting isn't an easy job.

But we kids can't always tolerate every single thing.

I know, I'm just saying.

2012-02-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

沒有一件事是順心的。

2012-02-22T20:47:00.001+08:00

Deal with it.

I'll be stronger.

But it hurts so much.

2012-02-22T01:38:00.002+08:00

See you next time.

2012-02-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

Family reunion for the wrong thing.

2012-02-21T00:28:00.001+08:00

I love you, whoever reads this. Anyone. : )

2012-02-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

You're always at the back of my mind.

And you.

Kill me already, I've made another sin.

2012-02-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

I really love my breasty mate, Seri Hannah so much.

She's like my guardian angel.

2012-02-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

Even if you're busy.. don't lose the art of listening. Please.

2012-02-18T15:13:00.001+08:00

"人生就像拉屎一樣

努力了很久最後卻是一個屁！"

2012-02-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

Oops, just received a call.

Titanic's going down, pshhhhhhhhhhh.

2012-02-18T15:02:00.003+08:00

I guess I have to go through this several times before I get the right one.

It's like tackling some science equation.

Since I can try so hard and get the right answer on a paper,

probably I can do it in life.

We do learn something new while studying.

Just do it and try, but remember to keep your sanity.

2012-02-18T01:17:00.002+08:00

Seal it while it lasts.

2012-02-15T14:36:00.001+08:00

Haha, I've to try at least once.

Live life to the fullest right?

Here we go!

2012-02-15T14:34:00.001+08:00

I don't know how you feel, but I've to say that I can't get over you.

How to get a reaction..

2012-02-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

2012-02-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

"If only it was something different.

If it is, I'll look back at you."

And here I repeat.

2012-02-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I love my background image.

I'm morbid I know.

My Art says it all.

2012-02-12T14:07:00.002+08:00

Drips of realization, awakening.

It was yours to keep.

It is alright to not satisfy,

It ain't your fault.

As it deepens,

so does my vision.

You do your thing, and I'll do mine.

2012-02-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

Filthy blood.

2012-02-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

Shutting down.

2012-02-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

When my Father wasn't there, you were there.

I love you.

2012-02-07T20:22:00.003+08:00

Mirror on the wall, here we are again.

Through my rise and fall, you've been my only friend.

You told me that they can understand the man I am,

so why are we talking to each other again?

2012-02-07T20:21:00.001+08:00

You'll be in a better place.

2012-02-05T14:39:00.001+08:00

I'm still having the vintage vibe within.

2012-02-05T14:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE DEAREST ASSHOLE FRIEND OF MINE,

ANBRA.

2012-02-05T14:35:00.001+08:00

I did the background myself!

2012-01-31T20:00:00.002+08:00

To put it nicely: Helping out your loved ones.

To put it badly: Helping out free loaders who crossed your path without a choice.

I'm keeping my cool still.

I swear I'll take her away with me.

Burn this house.

2012-01-30T21:47:00.001+08:00

Chronic stress keeps all my fats in my tummy and thighs.

I have to exercise tomorrow!

Before I go, "Hey how's it going!".

2012-01-29T14:04:00.001+08:00

If we didn't let you in, I would be the happiest kid alive.
Period.

2012-01-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

Why did you leave so early?

2012-01-29T12:00:00.001+08:00

Forever pissed at how small my portion is ha-ha.

How long moochers?

2012-01-29T11:58:00.003+08:00

What is so difficult to text that someone personally when you have their number.

It is rude or insincere sometimes when you do that.

Just because you're busy doesn't mean you rule the world.

2012-01-28T11:47:00.001+08:00

Take a Taxi if you're late for the movie.

2012-01-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Are you confused by mine,

or am I confused by yours..

2012-01-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

If your friend forgives you, then you've passed the test.

Messenger

2012-01-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

Why ask me to do so when you can just text her straightaway, like how you're texting me now?

2012-01-21T15:38:00.000+08:00

I wish I'll know you more through you.

2012-01-21T15:13:00.003+08:00

Why do we give birth?

Most common answers are: Because our parents are so in love, or to carry on one's ancestral's line.

It could also be accidental.

Or to get that extra cash you need to get you through a few months.

Many reasons.

But that's not the point.

To raise a kid, definitely takes alot of time.

Every parent has their own way of taking care of their own kids, their own principles to abide to.

But as time goes by, will your child become someone you want them to be?

I mean, are you supposed to guide them or to control them?

Just because they say no, does that mean they are in the wrong and you'll have to punish them?

I don't know.

Teaching them morals, manners, education, etc. is definitely a must,

but at some point of time, I wonder, if I ever became a parent, would I mould my kids to be like myself?

To let them share the same views and perspectives as me?

Just because I don't like a particular thing or views, I'd force them to not like it too?

When I'm lazy or busy, I'd ask my kids to do all the job for me while I cut some slack, and

if they wouldn't do it I'll punish them?

This is such a huge and sensitive topic.

I still haven't figure it out yet.

But I think one thing that parents should do is,

since you've chosen to conceive, you'll have to protect and care for your kids.

You should step up against one if you know your kids are suffering.

That's the most basic thing you should do.

2012-01-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh.

2012-01-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

If you're so unhappy about it, get out of my fucking house.

What you do here is a duh factor to repay her kindness towards you.

Poor scumbags.

Think for me, I'm keeping quiet throughout the whole time.

Don't judge my words, wait till you hear theirs.

Fuck, get yourself a psychologist first.

I fear you may get "killed" by your own mouth.

2012-01-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

Made my day once again!

Please show the inner you more.

: )

2012-01-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

If only it was something different.

If it is, I'll look back at you.

2012-01-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

Can I do anything about the change in my friends?
Apparently not.

Do as they deem fit.

Again, I'm no saint..

I'm sick of being someone I'm not.

Yes, I'm an actress.

2012-01-17T20:50:00.001+08:00

What's left are the residue of your unused love.

Not friendship.

Vague.

2012-01-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

Secrets secrets secrets, she thought.

It's just another word for lying.

2012-01-17T18:47:00.001+08:00

With a hint of Men's cologne,

awkward yet spontaneous.

2012-01-17T18:46:00.001+08:00

I'm having second thoughts.

I pray that you'll stay.

2012-01-17T09:59:00.001+08:00

Watcher.

2012-01-12T20:28:00.001+08:00

At least I tried.

I tried to be real.

I've done my part, the rest is up to you to decide and decipher.

We all have our own preferences, don't we?

2012-01-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

I've to train my mentality.

MIA-ed for too long.

2012-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

I have to stop being so full of myself.

What's getting into me these days.

2012-01-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

I pretty much feel that I deserve the respect like how the rest have, in common.

I have so much to show, and clearly I'm the only one who knows that the show isn't over yet.

But what is there to prove when they barely passed the "friendship test"?

Am I the only one clinging onto it, anticipating spontaneous gestures?

It is good to be hopeful.

It is bad to be mentally lying to yourself.

I know, since last time, I've always wanted to just sit back and wait for people to find me instead of vice versa.

I've already let go of that.

I know in your mind I'm someone who's the exact opposite of who I really am.

And if that's the case, my brain has "outwitted" yours.

Clearly, in a contradicting manner filled with delusions.

Honestly I can't control it.

Probably it's self-protection.

Because of death.

2012-01-08T01:23:00.001+08:00

It was a good day today! :) Met up with some of my good old buddies. :)

TP's really fun.

Oh Smirl, ask me about your school. :P

2012-01-08T01:22:00.001+08:00

Hidden mockery.

Unknown motives, targets.

Sweet revenge, no casualties involved.

2012-01-08T01:17:00.002+08:00

You don't know me, so you pretty well shut your foul mouth and kiss my ass.

2012-01-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm bad with words, best to not even say anything.

2012-01-05T21:52:00.001+08:00

Don't forget my resolutions. : D

2012-01-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

"If it makes you feel better, we'll all go home and study."

I feel horrible man, you just literally slapped me in the face.

Horrible.

Misunderstood.

2012-01-05T21:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, we really need motivational songs to kick ass and jump back to your feet!

2012-01-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

The one that got away, taking away little fragments of it.

2012-01-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

Sittin' on the carousel,

spinnin' round and round,

like a merry-go-round.

Wafting.

I crave for more.

Cross my heart,

I swear I won't kiss and tell.

2012-01-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

"And so.. what exactly did you learn from me?"

2012-01-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure what signal I'm getting,

but I opt for false alarm.

2012-01-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

If you are mad at me, I clearly had hit a nerve and pissed you off because what I've said, are truths.

And I'm proud being a loser.

2012-01-02T14:34:00.001+08:00

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I'm a freakshow (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/glee-cast-loser-like-me-lyrics.html ]
All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, 'cause I don't care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

2012-01-02T14:32:00.003+08:00

"Marriage is grand, divorce is fifty grand"

2012-01-02T14:24:00.003+08:00

One thing this place lacks, is sincerity, trust, care and love.

I don't care how busy you are, or how happy you are with your new friends,etc.

But don't lose who you once were just because you've went through hardships or you're tired, and you lost your faith.

The world goes around with money nowadays, but not your heart.

Come on. The world would be a better place if you think simpler and not suspect your friends, family, and even strangers.

But then again, it takes years to be good again.

2011-12-31T21:43:00.001+08:00

Nobody wants to mess with other people's business.

Thank you but forget it.

2011-12-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

It's New Year's Eve!

Hopefully I'd stick to my resolutions and be a better man.

Every year there's bound to be lesson learnt.

Every year there's bound to be choices and chances.

Not much difference, but probably you'll get wiser.

And definitely older.

Happier, or whatsoever.

I'm really glad 2011 is gone, because every year, my mind would refresh itself.

This year is definitely bad, but I guess I did learn several things.

It is tiring.

It gets pretty bad when someone so optimistic once can be that depressed and less hopeful because of the surroundings and people around.

But well, I pulled through.

Yes, once again!

Along with several illness.

And mixed emotions.

Haha, I really need to see beautiful things.

Probably this would be the last time I rant all these bad stuffs?

Fingers crossed.

I'm not going to bring all these with me tomorrow.

Even though I definitely know, these problems will still come knocking at my door, at her door.

But well, you can only find true peace when you die, so lol.

Till I die.

Loves of my life.

2011-12-26T22:39:00.001+08:00

2011-12-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

Contrast

2011-12-26T22:18:00.001+08:00

Time for revamp!

2011-12-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

It irks me when you correct my English when I'm serious with you.

Is English more important than what I say?

I used those vocabularies with a reason.

Dense.

2011-12-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

It's the timeless selfishness which leads to something that will daunt you for life.

Being good has a price.

I go backwards and forward; I'm the devilish angel.

2011-12-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

On the edge of tripping,

listening, waiting, seeking.

Dark grey sea,

white washed jeans.

Arms like feathers,

ready for you.

Ready for lost virginity.

Vaster than the seas.

Caresses your hair, soul.

2011-12-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

I don't enjoy sms-es from twitter or from Facebook.

I feel exposed.

You either call, or text me.

I don't know, I just find it rude.

Honestly speaking.

2011-12-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

It's peanut butter jelly time!

2011-12-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

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2011-12-21T20:01:00.001+08:00

We all do things that we're not proud of.

Take it easy on yourself.

2011-12-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

But then again, I'm a better person now.

So move on.

2011-12-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

I wish I could go up to you guys, telling that I've changed for the better.

But that would be weird.

Kids.

2011-12-18T20:15:00.001+08:00

I was a bad friend.

Till now, I'm still trying to improve.

2011-12-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

It affects my personality, thus trying to test on how strong I am, again.

P.S- That commercial picture has a strong image.

2011-12-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

I can't say that I don't believe in true love, because I've never experienced it before.

But nothing seems to fancy me either way.